christmas…

Turning off the lights gets me a little depressed…
it’s the literal embodiment of christmas ending…
can you believe that it’s over?
can you believe something built up for so long is just gone?
I was going to post something about how this will be the last traditional christmas…
but you know what?
those traditions have changed before
and this is just another change
what is life without change
what is christmas without change for the betterment of ourselves and for mankind?
so I raise a toast to: The Future!
Merry Christmas Everyone!

4,5,6,7,8,9,41

04: what are you listening to?
Kirby Krackle! Woop Woop!
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
Death
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
Both are at their houses
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
Haha, you’re funny
08: sex on the first date?
No. I guess I have a more romantic view of sex. I believe that it is the epitomy of intimacy, that it should be shared with that special person. As cliche as that sounds, I believe that when the moment is right for both people is when they should make love, and I would think a lot of the time such a moment is spontanous. So yeah, while I hold this romanticized view, I do understand that sex is an important part of relationships, at least in society’s eyes. Maybe I’m just innocent, but to be honest I’m perfectly happy being that way.
09: kiss on the first date?
Again, if it’s with the right person and it feels right, sure.
41. if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes, best to bring such things into the light I guess, but I can’t possibly imagine anyone liking me in that way (that I don’t know about)

23,24,32,34,42,45

23: how have you felt today?
Weird… A constant sway between anger and loopiness
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
Christmas presents for all my friends
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
Christmas!
34: are you a patient person?
Yes, most of the time
42: do you like meeting new people?
No, not really
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Yes, but it was my Mom so I don’t think that counts…

1,3,11,12,13,19,20,29,33,35,36,40

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
Every single fact I learned about her made me like her more and more and we just kept talking and, it just happened.
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
God this movie sucks ass
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
Meh, I always strive to be better and right now, idk
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
Noooottt Reallyyyyy…. except to maybe call the Republicans and Democrats dumbasses
13: what are three things you did today?
Woke up late, did science, became crazy
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
I think so…maybeish
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Yeah, I always do, but that usually means I’ve found better people
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
Like 11:30, because I didn’t get inside until 10:30
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
yep, like I do almost every day
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
To be honest, that’s probably the stuff I’d be good at.
36: favourite colour?
Rainbow
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
Sure, but there are different kinds of love and I odviously love those said subjects in different ways.

There’s a Rose

There’s a rose on a wall,
It’s day has come and passed
There’s a rose on a wall,
reminding us of the past,
of possibilities
gone like a shooting star
or yet to come to pass.
There’s a rose on a wall,
love and hate can’t find it,
time shall never bind it.
There’s a rose on a wall,
reminding
remembering
hoping
forever