Sometimes you just need to let it into your heart
be it singing, dancing or just listening
On another note, why do people use music to block their problems?
Music is “the spice of life” used to accentuate it and help you experience it!
Sometimes you just need to let it into your heart
be it singing, dancing or just listening
On another note, why do people use music to block their problems?
Music is “the spice of life” used to accentuate it and help you experience it!
sleeping in (for about 11 hours)
đ
that I could sing well


It doesn’t have to be reality, it just has to be real.
TO DROWN OUT THE STUPID PEOPLE!!
Too Strange to be with the Normal
Too Normal to be with the Strange
Too Knowledgable to be Ignorent
Too Ignorent to be truely Knowledgable
Trapped between worlds
“Master” of them all
My lone companions: Myself, my thoughts and my imagination
Will they be enough for the days that come?
I’ve been watching a version of Alice in Wonderland (no not the one your thinking of, no not that one either) and the Red Queen posed an interesting analysis.
She can’t stand ridicule, wigging out when Alice points out a fallacy she stated. She uses “Off with their head” for every situation, showing that she’s lashing out.
I can’t help but draw parrallels to an individual who had low self-esteem and would lash out online at those she felt did her wrong. The queen is just like this, showing herself to have low self esteem by being so concious of her image. The difference is that she’s in a position of power, so that her outburts aren’t text on a screen, but people’s lives.
Her idiot obediant husband could bean example of how she domineers over everything in her life in order to feel some sense of control over her life that has apparently up to this point been damaging…
we’ll see how the other versions portray her…
we could just look up at the night sky…

and let the world slip away…
I was bored so I was going to answer a few of these questions. An hour later and I had answered them all…
Here they are…
1.Are you young at heart, or an old soul?
Very much an old soul. I love Sinatra, Jack Benny, and the past culture in general to the point where I think I might be reincarnated.
 2.What makes someone a best friend?
You CAN tell them anything. Doesnât mean you do, though. That and you enjoy spending time with them.
 3.What Christmas (or Hanukkah) present do you remember the most?
It was a pair of scooters for me and my sister, that I accidently saw when I went downstairs to put away another present. My parents were really disappointed when I didnât act happy enough, and thatâs when I started learning how to be a better liar, I mean act.
 4.Tell me about a movie/song/tv show/play/book that has changed your life.
Never Sleep Again: An Elm Street Legacy, is a 4 hour documentary going through the history and making of the Nightmare on Elm Street movies. It pretty much convinced me to become a film maker.
 5.Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike.
Iâve always thought I have a nice face, but (as weird as it might sound) I also think my buttâs a little too big.
 6.Would you like to reconnect with any friends youâve lost contact with?
Yeah, I had a few neighborhood friends before I moved that I would love to reconnect with.
 7.Whatâs more important in a relationship: physical attraction or emotional connection?
I believe that physical attraction can come from emotional connection and emotional connection can come from physical attraction, but I think the key to a lasting relationship is the emotional connection.
 8.Name a movie that you knew would be terrible just from reading the title.
The Gay Bed and Breakfast of Terror, Manos: The Hands of Fate, Birdemic, and sooo many more.
 9.What holiday do you most look forward to?
Christmas, Itâs just a fun time of the year and itâs filled with so much happiness.
 10.How is the relationship between you and your parents?
Oh, fine. We donât hate each other and we respect one another, but they still are the head honchos. They irk me a lot, but Iâm fairly close with them.
 11.Youâve got the TV on, but youâre not really watching. What channel is the TV on?
Probably ABC, because thatâs the only one I tune into these days, the rest I watch online.
 12.Name a song that never fails to make you happy.
It varies, because songs loose and gain power depending on how often I listen to them, but currently itâs âA Really Cool Dance Songâ by Bowling For Soup. Itâs such a great commentary on the pop music that I hate soooo much.
 13.You know at least one person named Michael. Tell me about him.
Michael is a fucking badass ninja. He used to pull crazy stunts in dodgeball. He also is crazy good at math, and works really hard at everything. Great guy.
 14.Have you ever read the âmissed connectionsâ on Craigslist? Have you ever posted one, or wanted to?
No, and Iâm not sure I want to knowâŚ.
 15.If you could pick anywhere to live the rest of your life, where would it be?
Sigh⌠I donât knowâŚ. America?
 16.Can money buy happiness?
Meh, I would call money âhappiness fertilizer,â It doesnât create happiness, it just augments it.
 17.Do you drink? Smoke? Do drugs? Why, or why not?
No, No, No. Because I a) Iâm not fucking stupid b) I like being healthy and c) I hate states of altered conciousness.
 18.Is there anyone close to you that you know you canât trust? You donât have to give names.
Yes, they canât keep their mouth shut about anything.
 19.Where was your favorite place to go when you were a little kid?
The Library, liked it so much I used to volunteer.
 20.Have you ever spent a night in the hospital?
No, Iâve had a few visits, but no overnighters.
 21.Do you enjoy being with only one or two friends, or with a large group of people?
Depends on the situation, but in a large group I usually end up hanging with 1 or 2 people anywayâŚ
 22.Do you like the type of music your parents listen to? Do your parents like the type of music you listen to?
My Dad: pretty much everything, My Mom: 80s rock and country. They donât mind itâŚexcept the Irish music, my mom hates Irish music.
 23.Have you ever been bullied? Have you ever bullied anyone else?
Not exactly and not exactly. In elementary school, I was once asked to hand over my money, but I didnât have any. And in DA, we always would joke pretty harshly with one another, but I would hardly call it bullying.
 24.If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Ummmm⌠food?
 25.If your partner wanted to wait until marriage before having sex, would you stay in that relationship?
Sure, I obviously love this person and sex was, is and never will be a priority.
 26.Do you believe in a god?
In our Universe? No⌠Gods? Maybe.
 27.Of all the social networks in the world, why use Tumblr?
Because a few friends use it, but I actually think itâs too simplistic.
 28.Whatâs your favorite Tumblr tag to track?
I donât know never done it.
 29.Would you call yourself/your family âmiddle class?â
Lower middle class, but yeah.
 30.Name a TV series you didnât enjoy until after it ended.
Hmmm⌠Well Buffy/Angel since I only saw 2 minutes when I was very young and the vampires scared me, but now I love it.
 31.Have you ever bought a product from an infomercial?
No, but I now people who have⌠itâs sadâŚ.
 32.If you could give up your car and never have to drive again, would you?
Oh God YES! I hate driving! I donât mind giving people rides, but overall I hate it.
 33.If you go back to one point in time to give advice to yourself, when would you go and what would you say?
When I was much younger, I told a guy that he should try out for the theater because then he could interact with this girl he had a crush on⌠for some reason I regret that, but Iâm not sure whyâŚ
 34.Whatâs your âquirkiestâ habit?
I talk to myself, and sometimes in mid-conversation, confusing people.
 35.What is ânormal?â Are you normal?
Normal is societyâs standardâŚand no Iâm not.
 36.Someone close to you is dying. You have the choice to let this person live for 10 more years, but if you do, you cause the death of 10 strangers. You donât have to see them die. Do you take the offer?
Sigh⌠No, itâs there time and the other 10 donât deserve that. Plus they would never forgive me.
 37.What is one thing you could never forgive?
Hmmm⌠murder.
 38.Would you rather be in a relationship after the honeymoon period ends, or be single?
Relationship
 39.Is it possible for guys and girls to be just friends?
Yes, I do it every day.
 40.Where do you and your friends go to hang out?
The Internet
 41.Write the first paragraph of your obituary.
Justin Alexander died yesterday, preventing a zombie outbreak. The zombies, confined to the facility where they were created, would have broken out if it were not for his valiant efforts in setting off a gas explosion, killing them all. His multi-acre estate will be left to his wife and his fortune will be partially donated to charity.
 42.What is the best TV theme song ever?
I know many great TV themes and many TV shows with great additional music, but the one I love rocking out to is Avengers: Earthâs Mightiest Heroes. A close second is the Buffy theme.
 43.When you were young, what would you dream you would be when you grew up?
Well, it depends, but for the most part just a job that wasnât boring.
 44.When youâre alone in your own home, do you walk around naked?
Oh god no!
 45.What gets you out of bed in the morning?
Having stuff to do
 46.Do you want to have more friends than you have right now?
I donât need them, but I believe you should always aspire to have more friends.
 47.What part of the past year sticks out in your mind?
Ohhhh⌠most recently? My trip to Chicago.
 48.You win a scratch-off lottery game that gives you $2000 a week (after taxes) for the rest of your life. Do you keep your job?
No, I donât. Instead I put it into my projects and then start to hopefully make more money.
 49.Could you be in a long-distance relationship? If youâre in one, what makes yours work?
SighâŚIâve thought about that. I think if I knew that that person was the one, yes. It kind of depends⌠If it was a limited period of time, and we were close enough we could see each otherâŚonce a month? Then yeah I think it could work⌠If we both donât think itâs working, then we should probably just become friendsâŚ.
 50.Whatâs the best route to your heart?
Uhhhhhhh⌠well you take route 66 to county road 3 and take a hard lefâŚ
 51.Have you ever met someone through the internet, then met them in real life?
No, but I expect I will soon.
 52.What is your favorite sport?
Poker
 53.What has been troubling you lately?
College, school, dramaâŚ
 54.Did you enjoy your high school prom? If you havenât gotten there yet, do you look forward to it? If you didnât go, why not?
IâŚdonât know how I feel about prom⌠Iâm not looking forward to the event, but the night itself probably will be funâŚ
 55.What do you use more often: your intuition or logical reasoning?
Well, often times I find myself BSing life so I guess intuition.
 56.Do you know what makes you happy?
Yes, many things. But I know for certain that something always will make me happy when I get a âchillâ going up and down my spine. It fills my body and I get the biggest smile on my face. It doesnât happen very oftenâŚbut if it did it would loose its power.
 57.Tell me about the last book you read.
âAmityville Horrorâ A family moves into a haunted house and shit goes down. J short synopsis!
 58.What is the nicest compliment youâve ever been given?
Uhhhh⌠not sure, thatâs not something I really rememberâŚ
 59.Who was your first crush?
Maddy, back in kindergarten.
 60.Do you believe that there is life on other planets?
Bloody hell, yes and theyâre here too.
 61.Predict what your life will look like a year from now.
Well, about as much work with about the same amount of moneyâŚ
 62.Often, people will ask how your last relationship ended. I want to know how it began.
It began withâŚ.and we lived happily ever after.
 63.Where is your favorite place to go out and eat?
Here? Donât have one. Thereâs this great Mexican place in Chicago thoughâŚ
 64.What is something you want to change about your current situation?
Well, I could use either money or a jobâŚ
 65.Early bird or night owl?
Night Owl
 66.Are there any childhood possessions you still hold on to?
Iâve still got quite a few toys and most prized of all, my stuffed dog Paris. I have a collector mentality as well as Iâm sentimental, which can be a lethal combination.
 67.Give me an unpopular opinion you have.
That Top 40 songs suck! That aliens are on earth! That there are parallel universes!
 68.What was the last song that was stuck in your head?
Irish Washerwoman
 69.Where do you live? Be as general or specific as you want.
Somewhere in the milky way galaxyâŚ
 70.Do you believe in giving kids medals and trophies for participation?
Yes, but I think the winners should get different trophies, because they still are the best.
 71.What was the longest car ride youâve ever taken?
Trip to South  Dakota, that was sodding long.
 72.Have you ever taken part in a protest?
Only by myself
 73.Would you ever use an online dating service?
No, but I did sign someone up as a joke a long time ago
 74.What is your ethnic heritage?
French-Canadian, Polish, German
 75.Describe a person that inspires you.
Doug Walker. He started reviewing movies on the internet and now has a warehouse where he is filming a web series, now that is amazing.
 76.If you earn minimum wage doing what you love, would you?
Hell yeah!
 77.Do you believe in luck?
I refrence it, but as a force of the universe, Iâm not sure.
 78.Describe the last time you were very angry at someone.
Yesterday, at a certain individual who basically is so much of fucking idiot/asshole that I really wanted to beat the shit out of something.
 79.Do you want to live until youâre 100?
Meh, why not? Gives me more time to catch up on Lost.
 80.Do people change? If so, how do you keep a relationship together when both of you start to change?
Yes, I do everyday. You donât. When two people are no longer compatible, they shouldnât be together. If they become compatible again, then the universe will find a way to bring them together.
 81.Have you ever risked a friendship by telling someone you liked them?
Yes, and it got weirdâŚ
 82.Would you rather be alone doing something you enjoy, or doing something you donât like with your best friends?
Alone doing something I enjoy
 83.Do you practice what you preach?
Not all of the time, but I try toâŚ
 84.If you take precautions to stay safe, do you ultimately act more recklessly?
Mmmm⌠yeah, I would say so.
 85.What do you value more in a significant other: Attractiveness or intelligence?
Intelligence, by far! I canât stand stupid people! I think there are many forms of attractiveness and as Iâve stated above Emotional Attraction can create Physical Attraction.
 86.Are you hard-headed?
Hold on, let me checkâŚOW, yes I would say so.
 87.Have you ever laughed uncontrollably when it was socially inappropriate?
Yes, I laughed at a cancer commercial for like 5 minutes.
 88.When have you felt most alive?
When Iâm rushing around, doing 6000 things at once.
 89.Would you prefer to live? A city? The suburbs? The countryside? The mountains?
The suburbs, I like the quiet but I need a city nearby.
 90.Do you often skip breakfast?
If I miss the meal itself due to me running late, I usually compensate by bringing something to snack on.
 91.How do you know what true love is?
I guess I donât know the answer to that⌠I would think that it would be an undying certainty that you want to spend the rest of your life with someone.
 92.Would you want to know the exact date and time you were going to die?
No, surprise me!
 93.Where is âhomeâ for you?
Wherever I go to at the end of the day.
 94.What song best describes your life right now?
MST3K Theme song
 95.Do you want to be perfect?
It would get boring after a whileâŚ
 96.What have you never tried, but would really like to someday? Whatâs holding you back?
Make a movie, no money, no people.
 97.How do you express your creativity?
Reviews, this blog, etcâŚ
 98.Describe your neighborhood.
A bunch of nice 2-story houses near a park.
 99.Name something you only liked because it was popular.
My haircut for the longest time. đ
 100.Give me the story of your life in six words.
Observe, Think, Learn, Entertain, Express, Help